Life Going into 2021

Hi everyone. I haven't posted in the blog section of the website simply because

I have been lazy! I have no defense. I feel like the world has descended into chaos and in some respect it has. 2021 is right around the corner and to be honest, I am ready for it. I have enjoyed working from home. I have become a clean freak as a result of this pandemic and it is both a good thing and a bad thing. It's really a double-edged sword. I live comfortably knowing I am always sanitized but the fear still lingers. My hands are dry as fuck. My hygiene was never bad, to begin with, but I feel like now, it's more important than ever to ensure that you keep up good hygiene. I have apprehensions about the year ahead. Apprehensions, excitement, dread. Life throws curveballs at you to teach you lessons. And it can be really fucking difficult.

To give you an insight into my introverted mind, I adopted the attitude that if I do not engage with anyone, if I do not go outside, how can I have a bad day. Because the law of attraction is real and when it rains it pours. Everything starts going wrong, like dominoes. You can still have bad days when you push everything away. Mark and I have been going stir-crazy. I like staying indoors, but games become repetitive. Dreams start getting weird. Books start getting boring and more like a chore.

I have no cure. This is a mere insight into my mind and life right now. I hope 2021 holds more opportunities. I hope it provides good health for my family and friends. The reason I am even pondering about this is that it is September. WHERE DID THE YEAR GO? Before we know it, it will be the new year. Isn't that maddening?